Sunday, August 18, 2013

Mind The Gap


Caring vibrant sharpest mind
Timely working hard sublime
Never ending smiles come so near
Courageous heart shows no fear
Of many looks each with beauty
Turn the diamond always pretty
Cast in lovely shades ever yearning
Catching all whose eyes discerning

Bubbling up with joy she laughs
Her warmly gaze makes haste
Loving every moment gained
Never loosing never waste

Trust is painted on her every move
She glides with purpose and resolve
Breaking down all thoughts of doubt
Beaming care hand reaching out

She's at the caring edge
Her life abounds giving pledge
Tireless eyes bring tomorrow
Full of energy none of sorrow

She cares for all just the same
Helping others not for fame
Her track laid out the journey set
Destined for greatness you can bet

Her journey of time to trek afar
Down the track with rambling cars
Out the window splashing scenes
Life passing colors merge in gleam

Keep your eyes forward looking
The place of destiny soon arriving
Stay your way keep your track
Mind the gap don't look back

Friday, July 29, 2011

Ceder Creast

We were just kids looking for action
we thought OLY OLY oxin FREE was the Thing
we hid and found and did one two three
we were free to be kids with no fear

Had we known now what we knew then
we were a different sort of kids to contend
we thought of only one thing to realize
we were kids that capitalized on life


Fun was the reason we felt alive
we were never worried about the rites
we felt that we should not fight
we knew any day we would be away

When growing up we learned that life was hard
we had difficulties aside from our daily chores
we felt that we were victims of our parents desires
we were Ceder Crest street kids who needed fun


We in ideas are those who had ambitions
we think so cuz we heard them all
we had friends that told us what we must do
we can tell you we really never had a clue


Were we as it was our only lives goal thrives
we kids to be so strict that we lost our lives
we understand that only this makes us strong
we are ready to understand for this we belong

Just suspecting the years us we leave unaccomplished
we need more days to complete our plans to arrive
we see that time is running out our bodies no longer able
we are fearful that the change will not avail our lives


Kids we were, but known we our own rightful place
we stay as the supporters of our street and our say
we were happy to do what we invented and remain
we the happy children who lived on Ceder Crest Way

We Lairdy Bear

We lived separate but entwined lives
our passing days we did find respite
we sought refuge in our many words
we felt close our destiny to learn


Is it enough did we make our mark
to some day find that we were short
our ideas not as we say them to be
realizing that this not our destiny

Give us more time to find our place
this day besought our eternal grace
we find less our capacity to create
our lives to live just one more day

 This day came a place hard marked
driving felt to call you to hear your voice
words responded that you were gone
where I asked thinking to somewhere I know

The words came back you were passed away
these words drummed my heart to tears flooding
my mind was full of nothing but the you who were
my speach gave way to deep loud sobs of loss yearning

The abyss of loss I felt was infinite and loudly yelling
my mind ears deaf with my own crying not discerning
to loose what was my own life mother's connection
and child hood learnings of a brother he LairdyBear

Lairdybear, oh Lairdybear we will miss you surely
you will always be in our minds and souls to that day
when we all will be missed from all those who miss
a passing of a great and noble loved one like you

Lairdybear, Lairdybear missing your dearly



Friday, February 19, 2010

NOTHING THE MORE DEEPLY FELT

NOTHING THE MORE DEEPLY FELT
THOUSANDS PERISH SORROW FLOWS
GALAXIES COLLIDE STARS VANISH
THOSE FEELINGS OF LOSS PREVAIL

THE KNOWLEDGE OF DEATH AND DESTRUCTION
UNFOLDS BEFORE OUR EYES AND WE SEE
THE TIME IS LOST IN LASTING MISERY

HUNDREDS OF TIMES FROM YOUNG TO OLD
WE LEARN OF THE LOSS IN VARIOUS WAYS
NEVER TO BE SO DISTRAUGHT LESSEN AS IT WERE
EACH DAY THE NEWS HERDS IN OUR MINDS

TO FLOW FROM FEELING TO THOUGHT
THEN OUT AGAIN WE RESUME OUR STRIDE
PLAINLY TO SEE FROM THE OTHER MIND
LAUGHTER MIXES THE EMOTIONS CLIMB

THEN ONE DAY THE DREAD OF ALL FEELINGS
TO FEEL THE STARK AND SHARP PAIN
TO KNOW THAT MY BEGINNING HAS ENDED
MY MOTHER'S PASSING DEEPNESS FELT

THAT HUNDREDS DIE AND THOUSANDS PERISH
THAT CALAMITIES SHAKE THE WORLD ABOUT
THAT FRIENDS AND NEAR BY PEOPLE DIE
NOTHING PREPARES US FOR THE LOSS OF MOTHER

NO NOTHING CAN FILL THAT EMPTY VOID
A MOTHER IS THE PLACE WHERE WE FIRST DREAMED
THE PLACE WHERE WE FELT THE WORLD OUTSIDE
WHERE OUR FIRST CRY LEFT OUR LIPS

THE LOSS OF A MOTHER FOR SURE
NOTHING THE MORE DEEPLY FELT




Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Columbus Day Storm

Mother determined looked to the sky
Dark clouds of many gray shades passed us by
All that stood upright wavered unsteady
My mother to protect us was always ready
Walking up the hill towards the black crow colored house
We went inside to stay ready by the candle light
What blew that day was my feeling of power
Both mother and mother nature that day never cowered

The Wizard

Cut from a different pattern

The angles sent him forth

Timely did he arrive from?

A timeless and eventful birth.


A leader and king too small

His army not willing or ready

At times as it were in his life

Things were not always steady


His pen to the rescue

And colours to the repair

Mentors of his own image

Never cast into despair


Likely not to the only one

His trials did not all feel

It is only from this misery

That some know to be real


The books of the wizard

Too strong for the common eye

They gaze into the future

When we all shall realize


The wizard was too early

But not to late for the page

His hand was very steady

The colours made in rage


His heart is now steady

The love is in his hand

To create little creatures

In books' pages they stand


The wizard is in our heart

He stands true to the pen

Marches across our minds

A wizard until the end!

STEFFAN
Probably the one kid the most like me in several ways. He was tough, aggressive, domineering, forceful AND CREATIVE! He was not like me in other ways. While I was able to roam the world, vent my energies on esoteric things, he was not. Things were complicated, life was shelled in and of the many doors there were to open, and there was not one with his key.

Enough Said. In his heart he was a wizard. A wizard? Yes, he in another life and time would have been a challenge to anybody. A gift? A curse? Steffan had so much of each and he survived as well as everybody around him.

From a very young age he was a mirror of my wily ways. He was blonde as I and blue eyed as I, his face cut like mine. Yet he was sandwiched in the middle of a pack. We cannot say enough about the effect of being no 3 of boys and 4 of children. They are both magic numbers things that wizards are made of.

His hair is an absolute beauty, golden brown curly like a lion's main. His face is strong and determined. His stature is that of a king, yet he is a wizard. Steffan was caught between two worlds and was lucky enough to stay with us in ours. His knowledge of deep subtleties was beyond most people’s capabilities but close to all of us Richardson children. We could understand his wizard wit and apocalyptic jargon.

The wizard breached into our world with his pen. He carved lines upon lines into the page of wizard books the sum of which created images of deep thoughts and complicated meanings. To look too hard and long would certainly cause stress for the careless mind. We knew to watch and understand that these were strong impressions from another place and time of which only he could fully comprehend.

Steffan is a cartoonist by destiny. A wizard cartoonist. He chooses what to make and when to make it.

He bestows a book upon you if you are lucky. I have a book. It is my name. Although my book has pages from my other brothers and sister. He did it on purpose I presume, as it made me happy to have something from my brothers and sister in my book. I know he has made books for others, although it may be a secret as we somewhat understand that the books are not to be talked about too much.

It very well may be that in umteen years upon ten times another somebody like another wizard will analyze one of these books which may be found in a strange place. They will certainly make stories and blow up in huge proportions the icons in pages of pages of wizardly pen colorations that we are so fortunate to own in this time.

The following is a poem about my brother Steffan.

So You Made Kids

What have you from behind those lost nights where the crow cries
And the gears grind in your mind so tossed with concerns
Your heart jumps with thoughts of foreboding to fail your duty
To create your own destiny that goes about where ever not known
No control to steer the desires of escaping dreams and wishes
So you made kids, or did they make you as one can make the other?